Live For This

Let me be kidding for 15minutes and dash off a fangirl-y post!!!!!!!!































OMG!!!!!!!!! I USED TO LOVE THIS DUDE IN METEOR GARDEN!!! and I saw METEOR GARDEN 4 years ago..i think!!

OMG solo hero project



the new soap-Autumn's concerto! Van ness Wu!! I started a twitter account to "follow" him!


he made me laugh and cry so far!!Im in love with the soap the girl..his kid!!

i love this dude

goodness where was he so long

*GASPS*



to top it all!! he is christian..and his faith and his testimony at the top of the entertainment ladder of taiwan amazes me... his pastor prays fr 4 hours a day..and he is trying what he can which is an hour plus...let me see what i can try

an interesting way of saying NO to drunken driving!!

i did not get what they were trying the first time

Every book is perhaps a journey in itself..some maybe a journey in circles..some long drawn and expressive enough to identify in itself..

"Remember me " is a Novel by Sophie Kinsella.. it was again a journey... Calling a simple novel a journey may sound silly to some..not to me..(why on holy earth am I justifying myself even on my own blog!! maybe the habit just never ends! God help me!)

Somehow, the multifaceted attitude of the lady appeals to me! the girl who just hates who she is but is still forced to be what she is because oh-well life is no island..u got to please other... u just cant dream away your life I guess... even though it is more fun!


there are a few characters who you probably want to idenyify with..somebody who wants to scale a wall..but is not able to..not because she doesnt want to..because she is shy(of all the reasons in the world, it hd to be this!)..umm not meaning im shy..maybe in a different way..im just an enigma to myself...
sometimes lazy..sometimes over entusiastic..sometimes impulsive..sometimes the coward who runs away through the backward..sometimes the girl who loves something but hates to take the effort to go and do the VERY THING SHE LOVes! (and now im talking about myself in a third person mode)..cold feet because its cold feet or cold feet because i just dunked a bucket on ice on my feet and held out a banner saying "so ha! i have cold feet now"..

im right now feeling so stupid! but happy AND sad... stupid because i worry about silly things and dont knw may be procrastinate by my standards... happy because it was a sweet novel about Lexi and Jon, about Lexi and her friends to whom she was a bitch and later made up...Lexi and eric who she finally broke up with after the monstrosity of a mont blanc! it was all about lexi who finally had an amnesia..and a chance to do things all over again..


i dont ever regret what i have done in life..because I think situations make us react..not that I am shifting blame..so there is no point of imaginative time travel sequences like "Maybe If I had a chance again.I would do things differently"..i do regret slacking in prayer these days...



maybe i need a miracle!

god bless
x-woman

Sometimes you just want to do so much in life in a given day. you religiously put down deadlines, mark schedules, fix alerts and do all those strange things that people end up doing in an attempt to "achieve their goals" but that one moment when you wake up, all you want to do is Catch your two-minute beauty sleep!

Well the You is Me here! and if it does not make sense, it very well does not!

Every third person you meet might put Robert Frost's lines "the woods are lovely dark and deep but i have miles to go before I sleep" as their favourite lines. Is it a favourite because it is a convenient excuse or is it a favourite because it reflects the personality- even if they may not sseem so, these are two WHOLLY different things!

and while this randomness of the post is done with..

THoughts........

THs ghosts of the girlfriends of the past -THUMBS DOWN! Lame movie! It has its own moments but everybody has their cupboard of skeletons which probably must stay buried for everyone's goodness...and having a name like Matthew "whatever" Mac-gesiucedckfuegfc doesnt help!



the girl and I were discussing the miracle at canaan from the gospel of john... the conversion of water to wine! God filled EMPTY barrels which were looking to get filled..he did not replace stuff...this actually reiterates the same concept of "ask/...and it shall be given"..maybe I am not asking enough! Well must start demanding more from GoD!


I am in chicago... and I have decided what i will buy when I get a full time employment.. a fully equipped foam memory mattress !!! Dont know why..or maybe I know why! Sleep is important! having understood how one could "MISS" sleep... I really appreciate it when it gets to me


may god help me in my journeys




X-woman